I had a dream where i found my dad drowning, i couldnt get to him to save him, he floated away dead. I actually woke up crying my heart out. and for ages as well. I keep having the same dream over and over again, i am sitting by my dads deathbed, and i have to choose who dies, either my dad or my husband, and i choose bernie my husband everytime, I always wake up sobbing like a baby. but the dreams are so real. the powerful emotions when i wake up from these dreams is horrendous etc, but nothing wil bring my precious dad back for me nor his grandchildren.