It has just gone past ya birthday, the kids bought you a birthday card and wrote in it. It was so sweet, The miss you so much Dad, we all do! I hope your out there somewhere and keep popping in to see us all, and this madhouse hold. I hang on to that thought so i dont cry, just to think your close, i do sometimes cry when i think what the hell am i doing? crying for you, it seems to late to keep crying and dwelling on things that have happened, its not good for me nor the family! So now she can have what the hell she wants too, im not going to say nowt! I hope she gets her come-up-ense when she met's those pearly gates! if there are any! lol Just didnt ever imagine she would be lyk this. She used to be so nice, and told ya the truth, but now, she is a total liar and she isnt a very nice person at all. I dont know what you saw in her. You have the same smile as me! I miss ur smiles. I never ever imagined life without you, ever! Even tho im 38 i just never thought u would leave us, i dont know why, i think its coz ur the only family we have, and omg i loved it when you came to visit!If only we could have one more final day with you, together! i wish i hadnt listened to her saying not to visit ya, coz u wudnt be ready for a few more days yet. I just think ive been walked over, and its started pissing me off. lol xx why cant anything about our family be simple? why does it have to be lyk a madhouse as soon as all the girls are together? I know what u wud say, its time dani got her own place coz shes just taking the piss and getting cash left right and centre and spending it on shite, yet when she wants sumthing nice she has to ask us coz shes spent her money for college! annoying she wil ruin her life at this rate, were trying to steer her in the right direction.. not seem to be working at moment tho. LOl plenty of time tho. Daddy I love you. xxx