Went to see my dad at the chapel of rest today, he looked so peaceful, i took a lock of his hair, i could hear him in my head saying "dont scalp me will you!" my daughter Stacey pulled the handle off the mortuary gate on the way out, i bet my dad would have laughed at that. His funeral is on Friday, that will be such a hard day, today was the last time i will see his face or kiss him, i kissed him and cuddled him, i put letters and pictures the kids have drawn on his chest, i told him how much we all loved him, it was the first time just me and my own family were by my dads side for such a long time, it was a special moment, even though i know he has passed away the memory of him suffering and gasping for breath was a horrendous memory, at least i have seen him at peace and not hurting any more, i know he has gone but nothing can hurt him, and i know he was with us today in spirit, i could hear him in my head. is that normal or am i going insain?