Mam says we will be sad for a while but soon we will be able to get through a day without crying for our Grandad, but we have talked and we will never be able to come to terms with our Grandad dying. It's not fair, we love him so much but we couldnt stop him from having cancer or dying. Our love should have helped Grandad live for years longer, we did pray and that didnt help, Mam said if we wanted to pray even though mam doesnt believe in God, we know why because when we prayed it didnt help, Grandad still had cancer and it didnt stop him from dying. We will miss him every day. Mam said thats normal, but we hear her crying all the time, so she cant try to hide her tears from us. Grandad sent us an email saying please do me a favour and look after your mum for me, we are trying too but its really hard to cuddle her when she is crying we start to cry. I hope you like the photo's Grandaad xx