I have thought about you everyday for months, I have cried over and over again. I miss you so very much. Dad I just feel so lost sometimes. I cry like it was yesterday you died. This few months have flown by, to others life goes on, and it has too. But i still feel very sad that you have gone. You were so very very brave, i totally lost it when i saw the coffin, every thing didnt seem real until then. For that moment all my emotions came flooding in, then it seemed very real and i felt empty inside. Dad we love you very much and always will.